| | What if I die today and never get to feel being a real, serious, founded on love and trust and all those other beautiful things relationship... Oh God, please don't let that happen... Morbid thoughts triggered by the post made by my friend Jen in our Yahoo! Group. And although I have posted on my response that being single isn't all that bad, it is still bad. In a way. I'm taking relationships test at Tickle.com right now. Its as if I'm walking on a very thin "chicken" wire (OMG!) and I'm really close to falling off into nothingness... I don't know why I let people's words and ideas do this to me. I was happy a moment ago, sure of what I want, determined to get what I need and ready to face ANYTHING. And yeah, even if a part of me is still all that, part of me is once again confused and unsure of everything else. I'M ALREADY 18 AND I'VE NEVER HAD A BOYFRIEND!!! It's so embarassing, so sad, so ANNOYING to even read that out loud (which I didn't do, being in the library and all)... sigh... This isn't what I planned to write, mind you. What I wanted to write about was: - The Tigers won over the Eagles for the championship. Take that you bird!!! UST TIGERS are the TRUE CHAMPIONS. Another proof that the race is not only for the fast nor to the strong!
- I've FINALLY finished doing my FS 1 requirements and only have the EJ article on my back.
- I still don't know how mom will be able to pay the 10T + tuition for me to be able to have my Finals exams...
 - Tin and I going to the Victory Concert/ Party later... *actually we're just going to get the free food then we're off... hehehe
Well, that's about it. After a week of not writing, I suddenly feel out of it. Off to answer the Colors of Love Test. Later. |
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